• Welcome to MESSY SEXY LIFE

    …where wild transformation meets remembering who you've been all along.

  • Welcome to MESSY SEXY LIFE

    …where living out loud meets loving and valuing yourself from the inside, first.

  • Welcome to MESSY SEXY LIFE

    …where the courage to do big, scary things meets the contentment to celebrate and be grateful for how far you’ve already come.

  • Welcome to MESSY SEXY LIFE

    …where everything meets nothing meets anything is possible.

  • Welcome to MESSY SEXY LIFE

    …where imperfect action meets the power of being fully alive.

  • Welcome to MESSY SEXY LIFE

    …where recovering perfectionism meets messy, playful creation.


MESSY SEXY LIFE

NEWSLETTER

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MESSY SEXY LIFE is your invitation to reclaim your wild, remember your power, and revel in your wholeness. Here, self-love is a ritual, creation is a playground, and your evolution is yours to design—on your terms.

This is where magic meets the mundane, divinity dances with humanity, and messy is just as irresistible as sexy. We honor every shade of you—light and dark, raw and refined—because healing isn’t about perfection, it’s about embracing all of who you are.

We stand for curiosity, bold expression, radical empowerment, deep connection, and unapologetic joy.

This is your space to break free, laugh louder, dream wilder, love deeper.


ALL of you is welcome here. Let’s play!

Connection Portal

  • Your journey is yours—but you don’t have to walk it alone.

    Whether through movement, energy work, deep conversations, or guided self-inquiry, I hold space for you to meet yourself in new and profound ways.

    If you're feeling called, explore the ways we can work together here.

  • CREATRx Café is a sacred space for women to gather, create, and remember who the fck they are.

    This café is more than a community; it’s a movement—a reclamation of our divine right to live passionately, love deeply, and create fearlessly.

    Here, we celebrate wholeness—the messy, the sexy, the sacred. It’s sisterhood. It’s sanctuary. It’s a revolution in self-love.

    Ready to join us? Click here for more info.

  • A gathering of female voices, wisdom, and transformation.

    This summit isn’t just an event—it’s a reclamation.

    Check out the CREATRx Collective EmpowHer Summit page for details on our 2025 series, to buy a ticket, or apply to facilitate.

  • Words are portals. Spells. Let them take you deeper.

    Explore stories, reflections, and insights on healing, love, sensuality, power, and the divine messiness of being human through Messy Sexy Musings.

CREATRx Café

A sanctuary for sensual, sovereign women.

For the creatives. The lovers of beauty. The seekers of soulful, stylish experiences.

Pour yourself a café au lait, slide into a velvet seat, and let’s gather.

This isn’t just a community—it’s a movement. A reclamation. A return to yourself.

Here, we meet as women who desire depth. Who crave beauty and unfiltered truth. Who refuse to shrink, apologize, or live a diluted life.


MESSY SEXY LIFE

NEWSLETTER

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Hey! I’m AMANDA.

Like you, I contain multitudes.

I am a woman, a guide, a mirror, a fire-starter. I hold space for the messy, the magic, the in-between. I believe in the power of radical self-love, sacred rebellion, and the kind of healing that feels like coming home.

What I offer isn’t a formula—it’s a space.

A space where you are seen, held, and celebrated as you remember who you are.

Thank you for being here. Thank you for being you.


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I’d love to hear from you!

Embarrassing question? Loving suggestion?

Send me an email: hello@messysexylife.com